Monday, February 16, 2009

Let the weak say I am strong

How I marvel at the work of HIS hands! I was told that Jere's weakness in my eyes may be His purpose for him! I was taken aback upon hearing. My " shut up"! beeter come to a stop! I can't imagaine such a simple thing can so easily be lost in motherhood.

I have to be resolve to stop telling him to shut up or I will have to shut up for the rest of my life. I will have no right over his life and worst still malign the word of God.

such a brutal slap on me. I pray that I will learn.

Friday, February 6, 2009

settle down?

It's been a month since khloe and jeremiah start school. I wi=ould say I am still not settle. Thinking of next week makes me nervous...feeding khloe and helping in HARP? Don;t like the idea but feel that I should contribute more. Also tuition has some changes...

This week, cradle roll will start, and hopefully I will get down to work on the "sex" topic that I hope to share by March. And to work on the CA and "Stranger" book.

Monday, February 2, 2009

willing work 2

These 2 weeks will be hectic...coz of HARP in SHPS. I am quite stress out as I am helping out the program while caring for my 2 children. Forget about Jere since he is in his school...Khloe...gota feed her outside the library where I will be doing crowd control..in fact wondering how can I do that...no chairs and table for khloe to eat and I should be standing there for an hour! thoughts of it already make me nervous.

Another big thingy on my mind is this sunday cradel roll launch! I hope the rest are ok with the schedule and SOW so that I can email to Ps Kin by thursday. I think it is a great idea to print on newsletter so that the parents know who to look for that week.

Then... I am hoping to start meeting Susan and Ps Kin also....then my tuition timing has to change.....this is my stress....

I also wonder if I will get bombarded by the cradle roll schedule arrangement as I had told them that duties will be once every 2 months. Now only 7 of us so will have to tighten and Xiao Xian and Lizhen being away till June also is a challenge for my ladies.

Thankfully, Daphne is ready to take on sessions on her own. I believe that my team are steady people. so I know that my fears are unfounded. Last week, I also saw God moving in our midst as He helped us resolve relationship issues. This week, I praised God for a change of hearts. And my months of unanswered prayer is shedding some light for one of my very precious girl...thank God. And this week I am hearing more good news from near and far...so praise God!

Praise God for a serial that I am enjoying now at 10pm. bye