scraps n me

i had been going to sue's house to do scraps. She has so kindly welcomed Khloe and me on every Monday and Tuesday. Kinda hooked to it as I enjoy looking for pix and the scraps.

Today, I brought Mac breakfast and Khloe said that we should have a picnic. So the 5 of us sat on the floor and had our breakfast. What is even more exciting for me is the Mac toy is now Ben 10!!! Jere will be over the hill if he knows it! He had been asking me to buy him one toy and I had refused as it is monster...so I told him to pray lor....see what happens!

PSG

hmm...duno if I am doing the right thing. Later this afternoon, I will be attending my first PSG meeting at SHPS. Kinda of excited as instead of being a teacher, now I sit at the other end, a parent. I hope it will be fruitful being a member..contributing to the lives of children in the school.

Later 2nite, my mum will be residing my pl over the weekend. She had fractured her wrist and wun be selling for a period. So tomorrow she will be with me. Will take them to swimming pool and watch how Jere learn swimming. Instead of 8.30 slot, instructor thinks that he be put in another more suitable group! 3.30pm sat! So roasted!

Itz been a week or more.

Last 2 weeks, hubby was very consumed with his sermon...I responded by being available whenever he wants and took the children out when he wanted complete silence.

Thank God is over. Last week I was adventurous. I brought Khloe to Susan's house in the morning and reached home by 11.30am to pick Jereboy home. I also brought them to Christina's house for the children to play together. That was my primary reason. Secondary reason is scrapbooking at Sue's house and collecting old clothes and gown from Gracia! Khloe is wearing Gracia's old clothes when thet are different by 3 months!! Still I am thankful that gOD PROVIDED all that I need. A gown for Khloe and a suit for Jere. Amazing!

Last weekend, I also had my house opening rather than warming as I feel that it is already quite warm. My guests list were mainly people who had never visited my place and a time for me to chat up with ex- colleagues who are SAHM. Thank God my house din collapse! I had 50 guests in the afternoon and 45 guests in the evening! I also thank God for my sis in law who had Mary with her to take care of the children while I tidied up the place and of course my wonderful sister Sally.

This week I intend to keep up with the visiting but Gracia is sick today and abit more war time for Khloe and Josh...

Another week of hope

Thank you Esther once again for sharing your input. I wonder if it is expectation?? I just want him to have a good attitude.

Anyway, Jere behaved well today. Teacher praised him...so he can stop talking if he finds a reason to do so! I am withholding his birthday present till I check with his teacher about his execessive talking. Juli told me to check with my mum and MIL if we were like that when we were young. Indeed. Yesterday, my mum said that I was like Jere...talk and dictate people around. I am so good at bossing around so I wasn't a concern for my mum!

So why is jere so talkative....ME, why is khloe so vain....ME! Disaster...MIrror mirror on the wall....after all these "mirrors" are great teachers!

ASHAMED SAHM(do you notice the alphabets are just jumble up?)

miserable

Jeff said is the lack of HS in my life! I tot perhaps, I had been very angry with jere for the last 2 weeks. I jus wacked him upside down. To the point that I had to bend and break the cane before I do anything bad! Lord...Lord help me to come out of the situation. To let go and let him be.

It is unbearable to wake up each morning to repeat the same instruction, to dress up, drink milk, wear shoes and eat supplememnt. When he returns, go and bathe, eat and take out your work to do!!!!! Its driving me mad!!!!rage rather! So I warned him this morning that I will not do that anymore. So just now, he stood in a daze... I caned him from his back and immediately, he sat down to start hi schoolwork. He delayed his work...taking his own sweet time, so I made him finish the entire book. Now still waiting for him to do his work....pencil rolled off...Khloe came in....distractions...my problem??

mood swings

Must be those mood swings again... Been acting up whenever I am teaching or rather telling Jere what to do. He was so nervous that he had bad stomachache during his HYPY class. He ended up washing his own underwear!!!see how terribe and fierce I am!

Today, I have those panic attacks again... I wonder if I had done enuf to prepare him for Pri 1 next year! I had wanted to start him with P1 work by this term but fail. He still has quite alot to cover before I can buy P1 books. Am I setting myself again?? Such a painful thing to hear him telling me that his friend told him to stop copying. Then I asked him what is it that he had been copying, he said he dun know!!!

Gotta trust and continue to pray for him and I guess esp. me!!! I came back from encounter and Jf expected me to be transformed. Then I blurted out saying that I was there transforming others, as I have to remain faithful, the same yesterday, today and forever!! He laughed. I tot I was quite good at thrilling my hubby...

see this

This is the one that he had so much fun...but poor Gloria. Thank God they grow up together so no one is sour after that.

I am thankful to God for showing and guiding me how to teach Jere. Through this game, he learnt to trust me more and that I can make better decision than him. In turn I prayed for him to be able to make decision that please God alone. I reminded him to be alert as sin creeps in when we let our guard down. When we think it is ok to delay, when we think it is ok to ignore or just a little bit of diobedience. All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.

I wonder all these inputs will amount to what? My mum did not teach me so many things... She often tells me to use my eyes to see and learnt. No need of books and enrichement lessons...So I am saved by grace. Amazing grace