hello

since last week, i had been very free...had not felt so rested for such a long time. I really praise God and thank God for this break. I enjoyed myself, sitting on my sofa, reading my book and breaking fast at home. It had been wonderful.

before that could happen, I had felt miserable because i was retrenched. one of my student was transferred to korean school and had no time for tuition, while another was unhappy with me. I felt unwanted, and for a while useless....then again...I fell into mild depression, i can;t sleep, very annoyed with almost everything and everyone. that lasted for about 2-3 days. in the midst of my praying and reading...i knew that i must ride the tide else i will sink and die. I will not let it happen.. i had not start living in the first place. I mean living the way I wanted. now, staying at home is what I want, but again... i struggle with motherhood. I read an article which cheered me, it is about loving chldren and family but hating motherhood. the author is none other than a mum. anyway, the story directed me to focus...my enemy is not motherhood, but rather my accusation towards myself. that means....listening to satan lor....

gota go...

finally

today was the first time I had lunch with the rest of the Tai tai. I am very happy to lunch with them as the feeling came back again....I have friends again.

Life is so exciting...God is creative...He knows what to entertain us as different point og our lives.

Just received a sms from my piano teacher that she will no longer be teaching Jere anymore...gota find a new teacher. His piano lessons had never been easy for me. Help me Lord.

Jere is back to school, he is very excited as now he has a new appointment. God is very good to him. Khloe is enjoying school....thank God.

June holidays

Last week, I met up with our matchmaker and talked about our children. I also managed to meet up with ex colleagues and Ming Ying. Pretty pleased with how I had spent my time. Also, I had been training Jere on skipping and badminton. Quite alright, gotta learn to be encouraging.

its been a long time

hmm...I had been unwell for a while now. Got upset when my body can't seemed to recover...Still clinging to His word....that He is the healer.

Term 2 week 2

I am now learning and teaching my children to thank God for our salvation daily. Also to praise God for who he is... His work on the cross.

I have been reading a book about SEX! Whether one believes he sins or not, he/she will not change the fact that the sun will still shine and the work completed at the cross. How many times, you have heard people turning away from the church, or relationship simply coz they had grown tired or offended in some way. Like it or not, we will have to stand before God to be judged. So continue to lead a "carefree" life...and see how Satan will leave u in the lurch!

I write these because, I had witnessed so many friends' life ruined. They had exchanged short term gains for eternal future/hope!

So happy to hear that Lizhen will be in London till 14 June! Lusting....

Quiet week

Since I have no assignment, I have been enjoying every minute a home. Wnet for a swim today and ha! Ha! I can fit into my new halter neck swim top! Decided to buy a 2 pc, not so sexy ones anymore...Hubby said that I look like auntie!

Been in facebook more than blogging. However...I think blogging is still better than FB. This week, I learnt that I should thank God for my salvation and praise HIM on a daily basis...try...it tones me spiritually.

attitude- sin

As I am reading "Stranger to the road to Emmaus" I learnt alot of new and old things....

Ezekiel 28:16-17 tells me that God, a perfect one could not tolerate Lucifer's sin. Immediately, satan was expelled. So sin in our life has to be dealt with immediately! cannot delay or compromise.

Prov6:16-17 God hates a proud look, God called lucifer's attitude- sin.Many times, even before I scold or yelled at Jere...my attitude towards him is already SIN- very impatient and unwilling to be loving.